

Not A PictureThis is a picture I did not take of a harried looking woman smiling happily as her young son sat on her back and chattered. This is not a picture of the black and white cat that wound 'round her feet and demanded supper as the sun set, staining the sky pink and lighting up the little family like angels.Not A Picture
This is a picture I didn't take of a young man standing outside a school in the early morning, blowing sharply on his fingertips to warm them, breath frosting in glistening clouds in the chilly pre-dawn air. This is not a picture of his eyes, blue and glazed as he stared out to the horizon, music playing softly in his ears


Children of the NightIll leave my window open so I can hear you call my name at midnight, well hit the town and for the night well call it love. In the morning well be different people because the sunlight changes us all, whether we like it or not. And when they tell us we have to grow up someday, well laugh at them run off on our own. Well float up to the clouds and build castles, stop the world from turning so the night goes on longer. We will never have to worry about tomorrow, well dance time away and be afraid of nothing. When everyone runs in fear from the hurricane well laugh in the face of the howling wind aChildren of the Night


AbandonmentThis isnt really a bad thing. He said in a conversational voice. My suicide. Its OK you know. Its no big deal. Dont worry, Im not like those other pathetic victims, whining about how my perfect life just causes them so much pain. I just want to sleep. And I cant. This is the only way I know how. I could almost picture him with the phone to his ear, sitting calmly in his room with his back to the wall, with the half full bottle of pills in one hand and the knife on his knee. I was trying not to sob, but my breath was coming hard in my lungs, and my vision kept fading in andAbandonment


letter to a psych somewhereafter my mother told me i would be getting a shrink, i daydreamed of all the things i would tell you about myself, how i am sometimes irreparably lonely and how on long car trips i sometimes stay awake for periods of time training my eyes to be unfocused over the white lines on interstate highways, or i sleep with my feet tucked underneath the floorboard carpets, or i read kurt vonnegut novels. after my mother told me she wanted me to talk to someone, i panicked.letter to a psych somewhere
here are some things you should know about me: i memorise poetry for fun. i would have an entire vonnegut novel engraved on my tombstone if it would fit. i am good


Falling from a thornCry me a river to get me across Don't try to think about the loss Fly me through feilds of broken hearts Know if we fail, we wont restart Sing me songs of sweet curruptionFalling from a thorn
Make my mind unable to function Whisper the truth so you can say you tried Though i wont hear of those who lied Catch me when i break the glass Let this darkened hour pass Kiss me when my fears corrode Try not to let the terror unfold Sweep me away from the loss and dread I know i wont be able to clear my head Fight me when i say lets go back
Keep whats left of my sanity intact  
-Jen
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"I do not like the cone of shame." -Dug
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Hisa and Miha forever~
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Never say goodbye, because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting...
Peter Pan
I probably should've specified.
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"I do not like the cone of shame." -Dug
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Hisa and Miha forever~
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Blurry with the Scent of Imagination...
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Blurry with the Scent of Imagination...
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I REJECT your reality. I will make my own.
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FPC-Brotherhood, Loyalty, Family, the phenomanon continues
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